Story of my life.

Boy meets girl.

Girl screws it all up.

Life, it goes on.

It sucks, how you had a choice, but it wasn`t me.

You may think that I won`t make it on my own.

I`m going to TP openhouse today :) Gonna lend my support to Sabby and Melvyn and check out their design school, cause apparently NP has no design school ): Not like I`m actually going to poly hurhur. 2k course fees too expensive!!!

Been looking through all the JC information Sperm showed me and it`s been freaking useful. I already know what I wanna do - Art H2, Chemistry H2, Literature H2, because these are my favourite subjects ( and the only ones I got A in other than Amath ) 8D Besides, lit and art make me seem like the deep, emotional sounding romantic person I`m not HAHA.

List of schools under consideration ( In no order )

1. SA

2. TJC

3. VJC

4. RI

5. NYJC

6. ACJC ( To a lesser extent )

Of course it all boils down to 9th Janurary. I swear I`m going to be one of those people who are going to look back in regret. LOL. Just like PSLE. Don`t bother comforting me telling me I aced my PSLE. I didn`t challenge myself enough, and deep down I knew it. What feels worse than mediocre results? Knowing you didn`t really give it your best shot.

Not saying I gave my best shot at Os. English was stupid - I bombed the paper, and I`m highly in danger of getting an A2 or even a B3. I`m gonna cut a bitch if I do, because I pride myself on speaking near-perfect amazing English. And I judge people who don`t.

Geography was a goner - face it I got lucky. No mapwork, no mixing of questions, if not I would have flunked the whole goddamned paper. I went in there thinking I was "screwed, screwed, screwed", and actually came out thinking " hey that wasn`t so bad after all". If only I`d studied. Haha.

Sigh, I don`t want to think about this anymore. It`s depressing. HAHA

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What do you do when your good isn`t good enough

Here`s to ushering in the new year.

It`s again the time to make those resolutions, absolutely swear to yourself to make this the best year yet, contemplate on how much last year sucked. That`s when I came to realise that our lives seem to follow the pattern of this hilarious facebook graphic:

True or no? I`m not a pessimist, but I don`t think 2012 will be any different - unless you make it. I pretty much feel that 2012`s started on the wrong foot - not literally, not that the clock struck twelve and I wasn`t partying hard enough, but that I`m in one of those valleys in life. I still am. But one thing I`m sure of - the year is on its way to get better.

Looking through my archives, I realised I made no new year resolutions for 2011!!! It`s a tradition to dig them up and contemplate on how well I`ve kept them every year, since 2008. My 2010 resolutions were as ridiculous as hell such as " Gym once a week" and " Eat fast food no more than twice a week" HAHAHA like that`s ever happening

Okay, damn. I`ll just set a couple for 2012:

1. Be happy.

I think that`s all that I really, really want. I wanted to write that on the lantern we sent up into the sky yesterday but it sounded so corny. I ended up writing a lot of materialistic crap like iPad 2s and Miu Miu Bags. Okay, I don`t really care if I don`t get any of that stuff.

2. Embrace junior college life

Okay, common sense, a new school is an opportunity to reinvent yourself, to pretend you weren`t that loser in high school. Truth is, I`m still pretty confused about where I`m heading, and what sort of person I`d like to be. I`ve met so many different new people this holiday who shared their experiences with me. I`m like standing at crossroads. Hurhur. When I make up my mind, I`m going to start school on the right foot, I`m going to fit in this time, nail the hottest guys ( Nah, just kidding about that laaaaa ), join a cool CCA (HAHAHAHA.)

That would be all... for now. Because what I really wanted to post about was my 2-day, pathetic vacation. HAHAHA.

We went to this fishing place by the sea where the houses are like, totally wooden planks and incredibly intimidating to a fail swimmer like me. I can`t remember what it`s called cause the name is so queer to me. Anyway, beneath the wooden planks is a huge muddy pool of gunk that you could come so close to failing into that floods during high tide. There are LOTS of mangroves, geography students.

Exactly... this is it.


High tide!

It sounded pretty disgusting and rural but frankly it was, in some ways, great. There are toilets, water, electricity, air con bedrooms and even karaoke. Hurhur. Highlights include the fish farms, quality seafood fresh from the sea ( no, not the mud ) and setting off your own fireworks and firecrackers cause such stuff is outlawed in Sg.

Weather: Freaking hot and amazing, unlike Singapore`s lukewarm sun and way too frequent rain. It was scorching hot, and it stayed that way. It didn`t rain once. I`d have liked some rain though, I wanted to see the seas flood and submerge the plank pavements. Heehee.

It is ideal for tanning, though there is no beach. I`m like a shade darker than I was before. Hurhur. I EVEN HAVE TANLINES, HOORAY FOR THE TANK TOPS.

I have gotten into this trend of wearing sunglasses as headbands cause since my terrible fringe cut ( not reflected in above picture ) I`ve been putting my fringe up. I bought this really huge, pretty pair of shades. ( Not the one above, that`s my dad`s -__-) I mean, all it needs as a Chanel/ Gucci stamp on it. :)

Pristine blue skies :) And yes, that`s the main road! There are a row of shops, offering dirt cheap stuff like toys and ice deserts and CLOTHES and accessories. Oh joy. But nah, I didn`t spend too much. :)



I have never seen so many chicken wings in my life.

Food was absolutely fab. Seafood, and spice are two of my favourite things so there`s nothing like spicy seafood. I ate like, 3 crabs. I love crabs, and I love clams. I like fish too, but I`m always afraid to choke on bones. I don`t like prawns, and I`ve never had lobster I think, HAHA. Stingray was absolutely om nom nomness.

To end off I saved a couple of the best firework photos. God, my family just spent like, 80ringgit on little colour explosive things. They are really scary for the typical spoilt Singaporean kid. I managed to light a firecracker myself okay. ^^v. When they explode, they`re really close to us and I`m quite scared they`re gonna kill somebody. Some even dart across the floor HAHAHA.

Yup, enjoy. Xoxo.

Silly Love Songs

Belated Christmas.

I wanted to talk about dealing with sadness cause I seem to have a couple of bad days nowadays. My self esteem is at an all-time low. That`s why going on vacation might be good for me actually, I need a break and a tan :-) I`ll be away for the weekend, fishing! HAHAHAHA

Things that always work when I`m in a sad, horrible mood ( which you might want to try )

1. Splurging on an extravagant meal which I will stuff my face with. Of course, cheap food is just as joyous. I have an enormous appetite on either end of the spectrum of emotion. Too happy, I eat ALOT, and when screwed up, I eat ALOT too.

Pros: Food makes you happy

Cons: You might get fat, if you`re not a size zero like meh. You might burn a huge hole in your wallet and regret upon pooping out all that gold

2. Daydreaming. I spend most of my time visualising an imaginary hot dude with abs ( Okay, I`m kidding ), awesome things happening to me, like when I`m incredibly rich and can stroll down Orchard likaboss, and that everyone loves me (hur hur hur) It works, taking yourself out of painful reality, even if it`s just momentary.

Pros: You can indulge in your own make believe happiness

Cons: You might get delusional

3. A haircut. Okay, when you feel really crappy about yourself, it does good to go "Out with the old, in with the new". Sometimes you just wanna chop it all off. I`ll admit that in the past I used haircuts often to deal with sadness. I`m not saying if you`re sad you should go cut your hair LOL, just that a change in appearance helps you to make a fresh start, especially in a period of prolonged down time. You just feel better.

Pros: You look nice, gain confidence and feel better about life

Cons: The haircut could suck and you look ten times worse and hundred times more miserable

4. Splurging on an expensive item. I believe that we gotta forgive ourselves sometimes, when we mess up, even when we don`t and things have a way of screwing themselves, we just wanna chew our own heads off. Being sad is always an excuse for me to defy the norm, and to do whatever I like. ( Which is why I always end up in unwanted debt and undone homework after a moment of sadness. ) I mean, who cares so much when you feel like crap? Please yourself.

Please just don`t put a whole collection of Louis Vuitton on credit just because you feel like it. When I say expensive things, I mean, stretch yourself, but don`t go overboard. Hur

Pros: You feel good I guess ( well idk, unless you`re a miser )

Cons: You hate the item and end up with buyer`s remorse and feel like crap

5. Cry. Standard response to sadness, but really, who can cry all the time? You can be sad for a month, but face it, you can only cry every night before you go to sleep. Nobody`s going to be around if you break down all the time. Well, self pity actually feels good. Whatever it is, do not escalate into self-harm. Self harm is so not cool. Threatening other with your life won`t make them stay, blackmailing them with your emotions won`t make them give you any more willing attention than they are forced to, out of fear. Nobody wants to live with the regret that anyone hurt themselves because they didn`t come through for them. But it`s definitely not because they care about you. If you`re pretty much on your own, I could love to care about you for real. ^^v You know how to find me, hurhur.

Pros: Crying always somehow makes you feel better.

Cons: You might fall into deeper sadness and think alarming negative thoughts

I can think of somemore, but here are some of my ideas. What are yours?

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Three days grace

ayyyyy I`m posting again cause I don`t want my blog to rot. ( ^. ^ )

I`m too lazy to come up with a detailed update now. I have had 3 really amazing days that are simply too difficult to put to words. So I`ll just give you a summary of what happened, and once the pictures get on Facebook, then I`ll start stealing HAHA.

Friday: Chalet @ Costa Sands, Happy blessed birthday Josh! I`ve been celebrating Joshua`s birthday for 3 years HAHAHA. He`s such an awesome friend! Kinda sad that the rain poured down in sheets and we had to give www a miss but Orchid Bowl was some compensation. I`m louseh, but it was fun! :)

Was telling @yeojoey that we should both join the bowling team in JC but nah. I hate to suck at things, especially things I like. Don`t we all? It`s like, if you failed ( insert certain subject at school ) which you are not passionate about you wouldn`t give much of a damn ( unless you`re some totally hardcore mugga that being less than perfect in anything is unacceptable ) But I hate being bad at things I love, because you really want to be good at them, so the criticism hits you where it hurts ):

Much of my passion for some sports has been killed by arrogant, overconfident people who are determined to destroy every bit of self esteem of a poor beginner. Annoying people that constantly remind you that you suck, and that other people are better. Let`s forget all of them, shall we?

Okay, shall bear no grudges heehee.

I wanna let pictures do the talking. I`ll just leave this post hanging with few pictures I have of our preparation for prom night :D This was where we spent the night!

The bed was utterly amazing. It is a pity we didn`t get much sleep because we were gaming from like 2 to 5 p.m. like a bunch of addicts. Poor people living next door, our brawls must have disturbed thou sport.

A word of advice, hotels are not the most teenager/ gathering friendly accomodation. You have much better luck getting a chalet, because all that sneaking pass the 3-pax capacity rule and trying to keep your voices down can be reallyyyy nerve-wrecking and stressful. If you`re underage ( like meh ), it`s even more difficult to get a hotel room cause without supportive parents there are so many "legal-age" procedures you got to deal with. It`s horrible.

If you really think that you could use a hotel, you should always use booking.com. If the link doesn`t work, google it. Imo you can get the cheapest prices there, if you have no friends with benefits. Never, ever resort to booking sleazy places for your non-sleazy, proper fun-loving gatherings ( lesson learnt ), because places like Hotel81 have a 18 and above entry age limit.Not much wonder what these places are intended for, yup.

Okay but Hotel Michael was gorgeous and amazing. It`s a pity we couldn`t afford to try any of the fancy dining in the lobby.

And thanks Brendan, for the loan of the credit card! :)

Me flouncing on the too-comfortable bed in my USS t-shirt. I`m such a tourist. I love hotels, I love soaps and shampoo bottles in cute small packages, I love the teabags, the toilets, everything (y)

And I have been to USS, IN YUR FACE. Frankly, the rides are not that amazing. What really blew me away was the decoration and design of the place. It must have cost millions. It was surreal, like a dream world. In fact, nearly every part of Resorts World Sentosa looks like a castle. Heehee. I have a whole album on USS in my facebook, check that out if you like.

I`m beginning to think I`m a really lucky person after all. :)

Getting ready for Prom took hours cause we had no idea what to do ): And forgot my comb and hairspray, gahzzzz. I like this picture, cause I have sexy legs in it :)

THE WEDGES! THE WEDGES! Kay I am damn tired now I wanna go take a quick eyeshut. Update soon, promise :)

He`s a fool you`re just as well hope he gives you hell.

Gonna stop happing on my readership. Read if you like. If nobody wants to read my blog, I can deal and write.... for myself. Heh.

Yay, saturday was great as usual, went to eat Jus Acia, where I haven`t been to for like, the longest time. Also managed to spend some quality time with my best friends in cell as well, Faye and Josh! I swear that girl gets prettier everyday heeheee can`t wait for Os to be over so we can all go shopping!





Aiyo... tinypic, the website which hosts my images makes them either too big or too small cause they only have standard sizes ): Anyway this photo is taken by Kefei. Hi Kefei! :)

When am I ever going to get a white iPhone? ):





I edited my teeth cause they looked super.... gay under the light. HAHAHA I didn`t really do it properly so looks damn fake.


If you`re an avid fan of picture editing - I have a new recommendation. I`ve been using Picnik for like, the past year cause I have zero photoshop skills. Then some kind soul on Formspring told me about an application known as Mei Tu Xiu Xiu （美图修修）and I decided to give it a try. At first the Chinese chimology put me off but I realised that it`s the best picture editing app I have ever used.

It`s not just for the iPhone it`s computer software too. Maybe next week I will do a post on what wonders it can do. Stay tuned! :)

I`m seriously like now just stealing people`s pictures to post la, cause I have none of my own. LOL.

Today Serena uploaded the art coursework submission so I shall try to steal pictures from there! Hope I don`t violate any of SEAB's rules, I mean they`re already up on facebook anyway :)







Gay, disgusting picture of me slogging my guts out at the coursework. Yes, that was taken on the day of submission. You can see me hurriedly trying to fill my empty boards with some crap at the last minute. :D

And yes, I like to tie my fringe up with a kitchen rubber band when I`m busy working. HAHAHA.

Honestly, the 9 months of art was hell. I really enjoy art, but like, having to do 24/7 was a drag. I had to spend all of my spare afternoons in the art room, painting. Even after remedials. Weeks leading up to the submission I stayed back till eight to complete my coursework. While everyone got to mug their asses off for Prelim and Os, we were... painting. Drawing. Sketching.

The final pieces. I hope Josh is reading this cause he`s wanted to see them like, forever. ;)





It`s not really hard to figure out which painting`s mine if you have been following up with my coursework, but I painted the really long paranoma-like one with the city lights, the rain and the streets. Really inspired by Glee's version of Don`t Stop Believing so if I could give it a title, it`d be " Streetlights, People." HAHAHA.

Oh and check out all of my friends' awesum works too. Methinks our art cohort is damn amazing ;)

Spent today doing Chem MCQs with Hy at Nex, Carl's Jr. It`s a really really great place to mug though the prices can be a bit steep but you get free flow of drinks from ice lemon tea to coke, sprite, F&N grape, whatever. They even have real lemons. ^^v.

Heheh Hy is a really special guy cause we met in the most extraordinary manner. On the eve of the Chemistry Paper 2 of Os we just happened to chance upon each other in the library. I didn`t know him then. He gave me this slip of foolscrap paper with a smiley face and his number on it. Aww! That must have taken a lot of courage.

He`s a really cute guy, not to mention, funny, and interesting. Hope we`ll all ace our Paper1 tomorrow! If you take physics/ combined science I congratulate you for having reached the end of Os heehee but try not to rub it in too much kay, we pure biology peeps still have a paper on Tuesday :) But time flies, it`ll all be over real soon right? :)

K I go do my MCQ alr la :)

This one`s for you and me

Hello friendly world.

I`m starting to feel optimistic about regaining my readership because I had 62 views yesterday but only seven views today ):

Whatever, don`t read my boring first post then write me off as a lousy blogger kay!

The picture is just there, cause I`ve got no pictures to post. I don`t even know what to name my blog entry okay, because I don`t have the habit of naming them after song lyrics anymore.

I finally found the song I`ve been looking for for damn long. It`s actually Bruno Mars - sky full of lighters. What the hell are lighters!? Like, those that start fires? :O

Went shopping with Gaymie and Niki for prom, and I`m srsly having a bad case of buyer's remorse right now. I spent loads, more than sixty bucks and most of it on stuff that I`m not even wearing to prom -__- cause I couldn`t resist getting all the nice stuff.

I got something really.... normal and boring for prom. Something I`d actually wear to church, or even out on a date. Better this way cause I don`t really believe in dressing up. I`m not one of those girls who believe that prom`s like their "once in a lifetime" opportunity to dress up. I dress up all the time.

Whatever. I`ll still look good in everything right? HAHAHA joking.

I got wedges - I`VE WANTED WEDGES FOREVER. KIMMI SMILES WEDGES. Watch this video ( watch the whole thing if you want ) or just skip to 1.01 to see the wedges!

http://youtu.be/dk5BvAxx1mE

Sorry youtube didn`t allow me to post the video here because it violated some publishing rights ~.~

And a whole lot of other crap. Had a fun day. Looking forward to tomorrow! Should go study Chemistry/ Biology now :)

I`M BACK.

Hey, fourteen people read my blog yesterday, that`s not so bad, is it?

Okay, hello :)

I`m back earlier than I should have been, I cheated, but who gives a shit about MCQ. I`m ready to start blogging all over again. HAHAHA.

Sadly, I lost most of my viewers when I went a reallyyyyy long MIA for Os. I have been checking my blog stats, and I`ve been getting 200+ views every month. I hope like, people would come back and support me in my blogging habit. :) And of course, I`m looking forward to having new readers too!

I have never been famous. ( sadly ) But this blog is my pride and joy. It has documented 4 years of my life. You can look into the archives and find the ugly pictures of me as a lower secondary kid, all the ex-boyfriends I had, and all of the childish Audition stuff I was into.

Actually, that`s a bad idea. No, please don`t. Everyone deserves to start anew, don`t they?

Trying to come back to blogger was so difficult. I can`t get the updated features ;__; I`m getting a Paul Frank background up soon, be patient! :) There is no picture yet because... I have yet to find one that I like. Yup.

Make do with the original background for now, and enjoy your stay. HAHAHA.

Do you watch / read Gossip Girl? Do you like Blair/Serena/Jenny/Vanessa better? Who do you think Nate should be with?

Do you watch / read Gossip Girl? Do you like Blair/Serena/Jenny/Vanessa better? Who do you think Nate should be with?

Answer here

This house is burnt to ashes and I`m no longer in between.

Hey everyone! Surprising, I`m not dead yet! Been sleeping, sleeping, sleeping.. EVERYDAY I`M SLEEPIN' and I have amazingly huge eyebags heehee.

Had a great Saturday at UP's sports carnival. I think I enjoyed watching floorball the most cause how the hell do those peeps glide so fast with their sticks?! We did floorball in PE but I was like, pathetic, hit the ball once then chase after it with no strategy at all LOL. Nate and Rishi are in the AC floorball team, but it`s hard to imagine them gliding with their sticks HAHAHA.

I enjoyed being the emcee although the microphones kinda cocked up HAHAHA and the china basketball referees were fucking rude! They ate the ordered food which was not catered to them and demanded for us to get them spoons and raged when there were none. In the end we took the food back from them. LOL. No offence but I hate SOME foreign talents - Come to Singaporean from your LDC slums still expected to be treated like kings and queens. Especially those smelly, dirty and perverted men who push their way pass you in buses and hog all the seats. Yuck!

The China guy commented that I had an awful voice! Fuck you who`s the emcee you or me!? I should have given him a finger. LOL.

But apart from that everything went quite awesome imo, the prize presentations were smooth and the atmosphere was highhhhh and it was worth my evenings and late nights of sweat and blood. Like, 30 CIP hours from da whole thing. Yay! ( In case you didn`t know, my CIP hours are at like, 50. LOL )

Happy for those who`ve started their summer holidays, have a blast while I`m burying my head in books for another two weeks - but no, I`m happy to do it. Have really got to slowly switch to hardcore mug regime. Heehee.

And I hope everyone who took the Chinese paper today aced it :) cause higher chinese mock was ughhhhhhhhh as hell. Like a supreme idiot I cleverly forgot to bring any gao3 zhi thinking they will provide and I timely dropped my edict on the floor before the exam so it spoiled. Wtf! HAHAHAHAHA HELL YEAH. Things weren`t any better cause the bao zhang bao dao was weird - like comment on a boundary-free transport system for Singapore and I`m like huh!? What boundaries *ignorant bitch* and I know i totally bomb yi lun wen ( I failed twice already) so it had to be the narrative for me. I cocked up some stupid shit that was srsly the worst-sounding essay ever + plus no dictionary = no chim chi2 yu3. HAHAHA I`M A FAILURE HEEHEE.

Anyway I need a new edict can any kind soul who`s finished their chinese Os give theirs to me? 8D I really hate to buy a new one just to use it one more time....

Is today ACS IB openhouse? Well I heard it`s some time around now. IB is out of the question for me cause I know nuts about it - probably for the rich and elite lol. And I`m too lazy to find out!

I`ll stop here. Hee.

YOU JUST WOKE UP NAKED IN MY BED NEXT TO ME.... using only 3 words. What would you say to me? Be a good sport and play along! :D

YOU JUST WOKE UP NAKED IN MY BED NEXT TO ME.... using only 3 words. What would you say to me? Be a good sport and play along! :D

Answer here

Got this feeling you can`t fight, like the city`s on fire tonight.

"I had a choice, and I chose me."

You know what's it like to be happy? I seriously can`t comprehend why people say that when you're taking Os it`s going to be the most stressed, most fucked year of my life. It`s already May and time seems to slip away in a blink, and I`ve never felt the least tormented or tortured by the bustle of life. I feel great.

Maybe it`s just my literature teacher TGoh's analogy, that if you`re not sweating it and feeling the pain that means you ain`t pushing yourself hard enough. I guess that`s true, but I`m about to get my act together and bade those partying days farewell.

But I always have fun. Face it, I`m Jess, I always will. 8D Everywhere I go my life is a party.

Anyway, I wanted to thank everyone who`s been so kind in visiting my blog after the revival. My views shot up to 200+ in a couple of days - bypassing last`s month's pathetic readership already. Keep it up, love you peeps!

Oh ye stupid google locked me out of blogger for a couple of days with their stupid verification email that I never got in yahoo. Yahoo mail sucks - and I`m not the least ashamed to admit that my yahoo email is full of pornographic links ( which I don`t click ) cause like, years ago I signed up for this The Sims Forum to get like, enhancements for my game - and it turned to be a bunch of perverted assholes!

I have a new hotmail at infiniteonhigh@live.sg but still not intending to use it for msn/facebook/ anything.

Finally, term 2 is coming to a close. In a couple more months I`ll be leaving SC for greener pastures. As a person with little school spirit and a reputation for being an antisocial loser there, I should be thrilled. But no. I always have the high school dream of being the talk of the town and the most popular kid where guys flock to me like bees to a pot of honey ( I`m kidding 8D) but face it that`s not happening in JC HAHAHA.

Really enjoyed SC life because of a couple of people who made it so great. Scoops, LKY jokes, LAN jokes, Razak-phobias, the awesome art cohort `11, The benchgang and the lil everyday happenings that I`m gonna miss. Not gonna get sappy now when there's time left though. :)

Am disappointed with how crappily I`m doing, but disappointed, not deterred. It only goes to show how much more there is to be done.

Everything's on me, the drinks`re on me, the bitches, the hotel, the weed is all free

HAHAHA Guess what? I`M BACK.

Bet all of you thought I`d never be back, judging from the major decline in my readership. Many of my favourite bloggers also seem to write less often now :( such as byesecret.blogspot.com and printedrosedoll.blogspot.com. I enjoyed reading their posts ttm!


Hahaha! Is that like, sad or what? But I don`t blame all you readers ( of lack thereof ) for leaving but I hope I`ll be able to win some peeps back again with a "minimum an entry a week" policy so bookmark this page down on your IE/Mozilla/Chrome/Opera/Safari cause you know you wanna check me out from time to time 8D


On a side note, you may still continue to address your comments to my formspring at http://formspring.com/infiniteonhigh :) IT IS NOT DEAD YET. If you ever encounter that there are too many pending questions that you can`t ask anymore pardon my laziness and please try again in a day or two cause I do my best to prevent my inbox from hitting the 1000 limit. Am very sorry ):

So what has changed over the last few months? Still the partygoer I am, a lil more sober and with a lil more sense of urgency for the coming O levels. My CA1 results were hell btw - and L1R5 of 14 with failing EMATHS. Despite that I`m inwardly pleased with my progress in my O level art coursework - I used to rant about how much I hated Art class and Razak but things are going a tad more smoothly now. Would love to upload my coursework and show you all but I can`t - guidelines but I will the moment submission deadline hits. Stay tuned!

I have so much to say but I`ll save it for when people start reading. :D

Time is up, I take it like a man

To my new humble abode:

http://infinity-onhigh.tumblr.com

I will be residing there temporarily until further notice ( probably when O levels are over then I will come back to blogger and win my readers back D: but do follow me on tumblr if you`re in the club!)

This blog will be left for memories.

What will you do if you accidentally shit ( Pangsai or Lao Sai ) on your pants in bus?

What will you do if you accidentally shit ( Pangsai or Lao Sai ) on your pants in bus?

Answer here

This is my mixed tape for her.

Hi there! C:
I`ve been real busy ( and lazy ) to post hence it`s been more than a week! Then I checked the visitor counter for last month and ohmygoshzxc it went down by more than half! MORE THAN HALF THAT`S LIKE -700 PEOPLE T__T READERS COME BACK!

Looking forward to the Chinese New Year, peeps! I am! Well I nearly am, minus the studying part. Only the steamboat, goodies and a lil bit of blackjack.

Oh and happy birthday to me! Thankyou for all your wishes, currently 120++ from Facebook, like 5 from twitter, and 5 from texts!? Thanks awesome people but well, I decided I`d make my birthday speech after the whole thing hoho.

Okay I need to go~

Get me with those green eyes as the lights go down

Hello everyone!The tagboard is now gone from my blog because it serves little purpose, and all of you spammers ): I don`t entertain any of your ads. Please direct all your comments to my formspring, heehee. I`ll be happy to entertain you there instead!

It`s Monday and I just came back from art class, the start of a very routine week. Art will probably be taking priority in the next six months of my life because the O level coursework is damn important. ): So, why the hell am I here? Heez.

To update a post for bby and I`s first month. First month is such an achievement okay! And my hair has grown so long it`s sexy ttm ^_^ Bought this gay pink shirt as present but I couldn`t resist camwhoring in it first. ;) SUITS ME BETTA THAN HIM RIGHT. Ignore the cui face laaa.

To entertain you, I`ve decided to put up an ahlian version. 100% edited okay! Although I too lazy to add the fake eyelashes and mascara and loads of foundation :) All in the name of fun!

Act cute face ttm! It`s now my facebook pp HAHAHA.

Okay shall stop digressing. Had Swensons at Nex, although I`m like regular customer there already, it was still a pretty special meal. I love coit tower and their sambal grilled fish! (Y)

I`d never tell bby because he is damn vain already but he`s seriously cute ttm. ;) It`s just the annoying truth that people who are narcissistic are actually really as hot as they think they are. *Ahem me ahem :D* There`s just this attractive aura about people who walk with confidence. I like.

Keven taught me how to set a passcode for my iTouch so bby cannot play LOL. But he guessed it in like, two tries. Damn, it was a hard code. It wasn`t like, 1234. It was 5683. ( If you can decode it, you`re nearly as smart as I am :B) It didn`t even have any pattern. LOL. Anyway I`m damn suagu when it comes to the use of iTouch ):

Irresistible grilled sambal fish. :) The meal was supposed to be on me cause I ripped bby off for Christmas at Cafe Cartel already LOL. But he was damn gei kiang and claimed he`s rich so he ended up footing the forty+ dollar bill. Again. Don`t underestimate my appetite kay thin girl but must drink soup, buy drink, desert, ice cream and main course ^_^

Beef baked rice for bby. In the menu they wrote it as some chimology thing we both cannot pronounce. LOL. Bby forced me to flag the waiter cause he was afraid of pronouncing it wrongly and embarrassing himself. HAHAHA. In the end we just pointed at the thing like, " this" as if we were mute. LOL.

Zilian seh. C: Anyway your arms look damn short hence you look damn fat LOL

But so happy to meet up cause I haven`t seen him for like, a week?And got back my earphones ( Sam`s actually), no more listening to Cotton On`s five dollar earpiece. And he got me an Everlast bagpack ;) I love it heh! :B With a nice card inside somemore. I didn`t even write him a note HAHA I`m seriously damn unromantic.

Kkay that`s all for now ;) Stay tuned lovelies!

Fighting time and space.

Hi, I`m this little guy here. ^^v

There are like, no pictures of me to put up because my life has been so mundanely boring since school started.

It`s routine - Take hesitantly long to wake up, snailspeed to the LRT station, glomp down a $1.30 can of Iced Milo from buzz at the interchange and sleep my way on 156 to school. Wait for school to end, art class/ remedial/ cca/ rejoice in going home. Do shitloads of work, revise for a test, revise if there`s no work, all this while continuously tabbing on the screen of my iTouch on twitter. Then go to bed.

Weekends are only a little bit more special. While other people are declaring themselves a break from school life, I`ve to catch up on all the sleep I`ve been deprived, all the work I`ve slacked off and do my art - which most people don`t have. ):

In other words, I`m a real nerd. HAHA.

Real thankful for all my other nerding sidekicks because I feel so much better to have `em fighting alongside with me. Jennie, who`s been so determined to pass Sec3 Maths, Joel, fellow O leveler, Joey, my four-year companion in SC misery, the benchtroupe, and the occasional other buddy!

Heading off to town with Faye in an hour ;) Hey I`m not that of a bookworm after all.

My sixteenth birthday is coming, and I don`t think much of it. No point throwing a party because all my friends are fellow o levelers who have already died to mugging hell and deactivated their facebooks and twitters. Nobody`s in the mood! Next, it`s on reunion dinner night - who`s so free? I might go countdown-ing with friends, like " THREE, TWO, ONE, MY BIRTHDAY IS OVER! HAPPY NEW YEAR!" Haha. Also bby will be in Cambodia ;)

Here`s what I want for 2011 - Everytime I`m asked about goals/ ambition/ wishes/ prayers I no longer stutter and shake my head - I know exactly what I want - 3 POINTS L1R5, 8A1S. ;luv That`s like, my life motto for 2011.

And other superficial stuff would include:

- Green and blue monocolour topman shirts in XS
- More liquid eyeliner ( Yes, finished mine heehee)
- Pink flats from Covet I saw at Far East Plaza
- Eyelash glue, nail glue
- Those floral skirts from Cotton On that`re like, $7.50 but they got no size ): 2~8 ftw
- Alot of other stuff I will come up with sooner or later.

The best thing is that I bought the light blue Cotton On shorts I wanted for hell long - Because they were thirty bucks and I would never spend like, more than ten bucks on a pair of shorts but I got them at twenty, so happy! ;)

I realised alot of people do read my blog and catch up with my life, so thanks much! Emily, Alyssa, my cell members, heheh.

This is a rather long and wordy update already. I`ll be back! ;)

Time has no hold on me.

Hi I`m back in action! My blog`s very much reader-deprived since I have so little time to post ( and no updates at all ) since school started. ): Readers, come back!

That`s not much I have to talk about. Just going to share my joy with you guys. Yes, O level results were released last Monday and

I GOT A1!

Yes for Chinese and a whopping distinction for Chinese Oral. Happy or what? Anyway, I feel like my Chinese has improved truckloads since my extreme hardcore efforts before the O levels. I just got 53/70 in like, a higher chinese compo, which I haven`t gotten since like, Secondary One, and tyco-ed a cloze passage - 8/10 but still!

If my Chinese did really improve I guess that`s one good thing to be thankful for that came out of my relationship with Des. Motivation!

We got our O level Final Year Art Project titles already. What the hell am I going to do .... Imma consult Phoebe for help before Mr. Razak insults my "creative process" again. No more homework! No more putting up with shit! This is the last straw, HAHA.

I have been so busy and tired. Bby`s been real understanding when I was sick he delivered Subway to my door heehee with an extra large ice lemon tea and he got all the right sauces and veg I wanted ^_^ Such a sweetheart. I had a terrible fever last weekend and missed two days of school ( hence the week seemed so short ). It was 40 degree celcius! Beat that HAHAHA. I thought it was going to fry my brain. Felt like shit.

And bringing me to eat whatever I want cause I`m such a glutton, even if it costs a bomb heheh.

More news soon~

It`s your life. It`s your fight.

Hello world! Enjoying your first weekend? I`m suffering from a terrible case of flu despite panadol. Which totally throws me of my schedule of truckloads of homework ):

I`d like to thank everyone who has been so helpful to show me around at Ngee Ann and Singapore Poly openhouse the last two days :)

2 more days to O levels results release. I know people are way more anxious than me because they have many subjects while I`ve only got one. In fact, I don`t even fret over it when I don`t think about it. Forget about sleepless nights. It`s more of resignation to fate than confidence, LOL. Perhaps I`m really not cut out to be an A1 - Chinese student. I should just settle for A2 ):

I think I`ve chosen Temasek Junior College as my current goal - Five points for L1R5.

So far, school has been going alright if you don`t count the amount of work and my inability to do it. ): I am struggling in both maths because I have forgotten the formulae ( Was planning to brush up today but this flu set me off ). I`ve forgotten quite some chem though I`m supposedly strong in it, and much of biology. Looking forward to biology with Mr. Jo this year though, no more Mrs. Cha means no more sleeping in class and slacking but really, catching up! Oh and ss, and elect geog, forgot all my content! I`m not that worried cause all that can be remembered unlike math ;)

AND ART. 1 and a half pieces to go.

I am so sick of obligations, because there are so many of them. It`s already a drag that I have to go to school and I have to do my homework. I don`t feel like having to account to any more people. I don`t feel like having to conform to anyone's values. I wish people would stop imposing on me values I don`t have. I don`t blame anyone for the mistakes I`ve made, I deserved them. But maybe I just don`t want to be a perfected hypocrite. I`d rather be real, with emotion and insecurities.

Who knows what 2011 holds in time to come? Despite the stress and workload, it might be awesome. ;)

Awfully sick now. ): Hope I feel better by night cause I really need to revise maths. Getting subway!

Maybe we`re trying. Trying too hard.

Hi. Screw you all for not reading my blog! ;)

School starts tomorrow. Packed your bags? For me, hell no. I haven`t even done half of my homework. ):

Goodluck on your first day!

In the end I want to be standing at the beginning with you.

Happy 2011 Everyone! ( Inserts random shit here that I always say. )

Firstly apologies for the lack of updates. You guys haven`t been faithful with supporting my formspring and tagboard either! Heh. I blog for myself, so I will continue anyway.

As time passes, I will get busier and busier. Ohye, fuck O levels! I think after slacking my holiday away (regret TTM) I can forget about being like that Ow Wei Yi what`s her name again overachiever that Mrs. Low`s so proud of. I`ll be down to Earth and settle for 6 points for my L1R5 and go to St. Andrews JC instead. Okay fine six points is an ambitious target but I wanted 2 points at first, so ye :)

Less hanging out + Less partying + Less time = Less blogposts! Boohoohoo ):

I have no time to make New Year`s Resolutions, knowing I won`t keep them anyway. HAHA. I`ll dig up the old ones someday ;)

Update soon, I promise!

I can`t believe what I just gave away now I can`t take it back.

Merry Christmas!

If you`re wondering why the photo comes with a watermark it`s because cheapskate people like me want editing software to censor their pimples and make them look chio-er without having to pay a cent, hence resort to taking screenshots instead. LOL.

You guys spoke, and I heard. Am thinking of replacing my tagboard with a comment section, but I still haven`t figured out how to enable blogger comments ( How dumb, I know. ) Since the tagboard`s pretty much dead most of the time anyway, except for spammers and Zelia, LOL.

I hope you guys had a great Christmas too because mine was really awesome! Well mostly thanks to one special person who made my day ( or rather, my everyday) so amazing :)

It`s been great meeting so many new people over one weekend that my facebook friends went +10 plusplus heheh. Really enjoyed going to HoGc this weekend, even without Tristan, YiHao`s cell is superfriendly and awesome! And there are so many new faces at E402, we`re seeing a massive revival :)

The party Yh`s friend Chin How threw really brought the house down on Christmas Eve with buffet + bbq and much liquor heheheh. Only had a sip of Chivas - it sucked lol. I`m not an alcoholic, contrary to popular belief. Yes I tend to drown sorrows in drinking - but I am in control okay! There was also barcardi, red wine and vodka. Frankly, they all taste pretty much the same - revolting. No offence if you love alcohol lol, it`s just not me.

Didn`t get any sleep at all. K I think I`ve embarrassed Yh more than enough so I won`t state why. Heheh. Actually my secrecy kind of makes it sound even more wrong than it actually is. -__- It wasn`t like that kayyyy, whatever you guys are thinking! LOL.

The host has to be the most generous guy I`ve ever met - to give up his bedroom and two bottles of green tea ( big bottles, yes) to me. LOL. I`m such a green tea maniac. It calms my nerves. :)

What`s a blog post without camwhoring? Lol. Took them when Yh was in the shower.

Obviously I don`t have flawless skin like I do in the photo. Fake so what, looks nice ttm!

Compare the unedited versions. Fail right. LOL.

Went for Christmas dinner with dinner with Yh after the service :) It`s funny cause honestly when I first put up " Christmas dinner with my favourite dude" on my wishlist I didn`t have a clue who my favourite guy was yet. HAHA.

Oh HoGc did this awesome dance item for their Christmas service and I really like the song by Westlife. It`s called " When You`re Looking Like That. "Don`t underestimate older bands, they`re really good k!

The lyrics go:

How am I supposed to leave you now..? When you`re looking like that. I can`t believe what I just gave away ( My heart. ), now I can`t take it back. ♥

Why he forever wear until so nice one seh. LOL unfair. All his clothes so nice, he makes me feel like I need to go shopping! Cafe Cartel! (Y) If I stop craving all this expensive food I`ll probably be able to buy like, 3 new shirts a week LOL.

Poor guy I ripped him off so bad he had to go to the ATM to withdraw more money.But next time it`s my turn to pay for dinner, and I am looking forward to it. :)

Food speaks a thousand words. This must be the best christmas yet!

Happy boxing day! :)