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Don`t stop believing. hold on to that feeling.
the protagonist.

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"To be yourself in a world that`s constantly trying to change who you are is the greatest challenge."

JESSICA.
I can be your worst nightmare or your heart`s true desire.
But it`s my life, and who are you to judge the way I live by?

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Welcome to my life.

"You see a side of me that no one else knows."

INTRODUCTION.
I`m unlike any other, so don`t be too quick to judge me. I`m no more than a screwed person seeking the extreme. The teachers claim I`ve got potential. Complicity puts me off as I seek simple bliss. Uncontributing member of SCGS, aspiring pastry chef. 2nd Feb is my royal day, and anything educational puts me to sleep. Former atheletics team member, former guild master, life`s pleasures include Long John Silver and Sentosa trips. Lifelong dream of visiting Las Vegas, and to savour in culinary around the world. I`m straight, and I like guys. Don`t ask me about my past, you don`t want to know. The world is timeless for me, age does not exist in my vocabulary, I`m a bit taller and a bit thinner than the average individual.My ideal lifestyle is eating, sleeping, shitting and eating again. No that doesn`t mean I`m a pig. I adore sheeps, especially shaun the sheep. I appreciate freedom, creativity and passion. Random and open person who will discuss anything under the sun from chocolate chips to astrology, I can be really insensitive with my love for crude jokes. Bark at me, and I`ll bite. I live each day like it`s my last. Most importantly, I love God.

That`s all you`ll ever need to know about me.

If you plan on entering my life, you better plan on staying in it.
I`m NOT aneroxic.
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--JESS--, currently lvl32 main.

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Thursday, November 12, 2009

Paying anything, to roll the dice; just one more time.

Woohoo I`m back to flood my blog with pictures:D
Got school today, but how bad can three hours get? ):
Monday`s pepperlunch ;3





Pepper lunch, ペッパーランチ is awesome., I`m serious. Go and try!
Double the awesome-ness for those who like to cook themselves, like me (;

Wednesday

Worked! For the first time this holiday ( and ever, oh gosh I feel so lazy D:) went to Singcapital to do office admin, the work was complicated and hard @__@ but pulled through (; My employer was really nice and gave me money for lunch and bought me a free drink! :D Didn`t get to know any other colleagues though, it doesn`t look like I have anything in common with them o__o Don`t tell me middle-aged professional businesspeople play audition!?!? LOL.

After lunch, did paper shreding. It was really really tiring cause the stack was like a mountain ); And you had to be extra-careful to shred people`s addresses and private information.__. But well, the microsoft excel part was fun, cause I had to key in her expenses into the system :O Basically, taking cab daily ( Lucky =3), eating alot of Yakun Kaya Toast LOL, and Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf. Finished work at 4p.m., tidied the place up (; See I`m nice and went blogsurfing and msn on the office comp. LOL X;



The work desk! Pretty colourful but messy too ;X



All the super big stacks of paperwork I had to do...
T__T Faints. LOL



Korean food for lunch! ^__^



I want this skirt so much cans! ): But there are only two left in the shop, it`ll be out of stock soon.
I don`t care if people say it looks ahlian D: So cute! :B
Bleah, it`s fifteen dollars. Yeah, only fifteen dollars. But I am brokeeee cause I haven`t gotten my pay. LOL.
I`m going into Audition later to make some reality sets to share (; I want clothes like that omgomgomgzxc! :D I think I`m getting into fashion designing? But oh nvm i`m into every type of designing. :P

After work, went home, comp-ed and showered! And went out again! I think my family is getting annoyed cause I am never home ): In fact I`ve been going out everyday. Went to the town area, ate fish and chips, watched the extreme bungy jump and walked by the river to Fullerton Hotel :D One room is $400+ can. ): My family has never stayed in Singapore hotels. I think they`re too ripoffs, but sooo nice! ;3 Don`t think those cheapo hotels in Singapore are that cheap either, $70+ a night for hotel81 can!
( There are more hotel81s in Geylang than anywhere else. HAHAH.)

Sorry I`m talking so much on this. I really have a thing for hotels, LOL.
Check out a typical hotel81 here....
And aww, no swimming pool somemore.

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How compare with Fullerton? lol :D I`m just being a materialistic spoiledbrat here.
Same, also can sleep what!? Yeah hahahah sorry. Just trying to show you all the price difference.

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Okay this post is getting more and more random.... lol. Should stop it with the hotels talk.
Oh yeah, then cabbed back to Dhoby Ghaut cause it was already 11 p.m.... the taxi was a total ripout, the moment I got on it was $5.80 ==" and it reached in like, 1 minute and it was $6.60? hahaha X; And trained home.


10:38 AM


Wednesday, November 11, 2009

hoho.




Okay bye I`m leaving for work:D


7:59 AM


Tuesday, November 10, 2009



" It does not matter how slow you`re going as long as you do not stop."
Don`t stop believing. Hold on to that feeling.


Haha the hectic, unlike-holiday feeling! Been going out everyday, practically draining finances to the max D: Yesterday's pepperlunch ( Actually dinner), today's Jap food, a new skirt ( Not the one I reallyreallyreally want, but this one is tempting enough o__o) and ear piercing! WOOT.

$6 a ear with free stud! :D Haha I was kinda freaked out before that la, but actually the gun is pretty small, it`s a really cooling feeling, like your ear being stapled. LOL X; My first reaction when the metal went in was " Chey, not pain one," but after like 3 seconds the aftereffects set in and I was like " OUCHWWWW" but it was bearable la (; Didn`t cause any commotion by screaming or something. LOL My head felt weird all the way home. hahah! Saw twinneh! *Loves* Can`t wait to hang out with her soon:D.

And oh yeahhh I`ve gone to Starhub and gotten my old number back (; So now reverting back to 81894478. Delete that old number thanks (: And you guys can spam me as much as you want cause it`s all FREE now. :B


6:03 PM


Monday, November 9, 2009

Go to a place where there`s no one around. No one around.

Okayyy, after lunch I`m leavinggg for my dentist appointment): At Alexandra~ D: Preparing to be scolded by the dentist again. T_T LOL. And going to Ikea Alexandra after the appointment!
Meatballs? =3

Saturday

Went to Jasmine's place as usual, hahah damn fun uh. :D Got there early, stopped at Mac's to buy their hot fudge sauce. At first I was afraid they didn`t sell such things la, i mean, who`s like: " I want a hot fudge sundae without the sundae" LOL. X; But luckily they agreed to sell the topping, giving me a reallyyy stingy helping of it -.- lol.
Got the fruits at the supermarket under her house, it was really pissing too LOL cause they didn`t have 'salad-ish' kind of fruits. Got canned peaches, green apple, strawberries:D
But cg was awesome yeah ;D After that, went to ton at the playground below with Sabrina, Kefei, Karis, Weixian and Daniel. We didn`t do much, just playing around before heading off for dinner at Bedok then hom-ed. :D Gamed for awhile before going to sleep.

Sunday

Service, fellowship at Dhoby Ghaut, yeahhh we went back to the foodcourt I remembered going with Josh after langaming a few weeks ago, and the awesome ramen ;3 I ordered it again :D
After that headed to Zonex in the mrt to play ddr, I just watched and helped out where I could, lol X; And Jeremy came and we played Audi at Old PCbunk/J-cube :D Hahah he thrashed me in all the beatup rounds so we played normal and I thrashed him back MUAHAHAHHH. Before we knew it one hour had passed and said goodbye to Rach, Josh and the others. Pei Jem to KFC for a snack, we sneaked in cokes from macdonalds ( cause they`re cheaper LOL) and wrapped them up in the paper napkins HAHAHHH. Jem treated us to a snacker (; Hahah thanks yeah, poor people here D; Well, I have about 10 bucks already today at least ;P. Chilled out at Robinson`s awhile then we all went home ;D.

Check out this junk my dad brought home! $__$
Ohmegosh I ain`t greedy, just one is enoughhhh.




Okay end post. (:


10:59 AM


Friday, November 6, 2009



We can only learn to love by loving.
- Iris Murdoch

I pon-ed school again. I am so bloody dead lulz. It`s the second time I`ve skipped consecutively. The teachers are so going to nail me out, but I don`t really give a shietttt anymore (; Who has the mood to go to school anyway? =_=



5:16 PM


Thursday, November 5, 2009

When you're passionate about something, you want it to be all it can be.
But in the endgame of life, I fundamentally believe the key to happiness is letting go of that idea of perfection."
- Debra Messing


4:57 PM


Tuesday, November 3, 2009

When all is said and done.

Welcome holidays! :D
It`s the second day of the two month break, let it go sloooowly man! :B The great news is that I`ve found a job, or in other words two jobs! :D Awesome jobs rather than slogging out at Macdonalds or LongJohn mopping floors and cooking fries for two bucks an hour. -.- LOL. I`ll work very hard and try to learn whatever there is. ^^

Sunday
East coast park outing after service! :D



The zone chartered a bus to bring us all to East Coast, where we played alot of awesome wild games in cellgroups. We kind of lost in every single one of them LOL, but it was fun so nevermind (: Especially the third game, with the umbrella and waterbombs. Got drawn on all over with black paint though D: LOL. See the picture on the right? That`s the bike I rented. LOL, I am really cmi in cycling ): It`s already my second attempt to learn and I can`t even balance HAHAHHH. And that kid there only started learning for 5minutes that day and could already ride off by himself. LOL So gave up my bike after an hour of trying, falling, skidding off onto the grass, and the bicycle collasped down on the floor more than 5 times I think. LOL poor bike X; Got lots of cuts and bruises, owow and aching muscles from grabbing the brakes too tightly. LOL. Still, managed to go really far off with Jasmine Tai's help, and ninja-ed most of their cellgroup members ^^ Hahah thanks Taitai! :D Although making the way back myself was difficult. Hahah. :D

Shall share my "panda-print" pictures now. :D
Black and white is the new Ris Low (;




My face condition is getting terrible D: Ever since I started wearing makeup frequently. -.-
Eating too much fried food like LongJohnSilvers brings pimples. LOL.
This is the one I want to buy after working :D



Three pairs for 30 bucks, monthly use. :D
Woot, cheap and reliable (;

Today
Accompanied mummy to KKH for checkup. The doctor made us wait superlongggg ): And dad was pekchek. It was a suay day for him. LOL. Cause he had no money to pass the ERP and got fined. D: At the hospital, he topped $10 and the parking cost $7 plus, like whatthe.__. and he got fined again cause there wasn`t enough balance in the cashcard. Lol, I`m not so sure I want to drive anymore.

Went to eat at this cafe, it was actually pretty good. (; Nice toast and lemon tea.



Okay. That`s all for today`s post. :P


8:29 PM


Monday, November 2, 2009

I`ll be working soon this holiday, so semi-mia. (:
Continue to stay tuned, I promise I`ll post soon. :D


11:04 AM


Saturday, October 31, 2009

Continued - Yesterday`s update

More pictures of SCGS takes the stage (: Our makeup looks hideous hahahhhh.




11:23 AM


Friday, October 30, 2009



I`m walking on sunshine; and don`t it feel good.
Pictures galore! Because it`s the last day of school, and I`ve kope-d alot of pictures! We went wild like animals in the classroom. LOL Yesterday's ones will be up soon too, I hope. (:
It`s been a wonderful year with all my lovely classmates and I`m going to miss them this holiday. :D 2CO PWNS!

I will let the pictures do the talking. (:










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