Your love rescued me.

He answered my prayer, came into my life, and saved me from everything bad.

Hi I`m back to post! Hahahah check the post dates i`ve skipped quite a few days! D: Which have been hell, argh, but not exactly.
I`ve only got fifteen minutes before I duck off the net to watch together (: Saturday, went lan-gaming at GNC! My dad freaked when I told him to drop me off at old sembawang road. He was like, who are you meeting!? Monkeys!? LOL. Anyways, grats Alan bro on level47 king and cuphea loveparty! Dominic and I are veryveryveryvery much behind. LOL. Brought Alan bro to service, he complained and fell asleep D: lol, but it was a good word about Obdience, ( I just realised the importance of that really recently) and then we headed off to dinner!
Sunday - 7.30 a.m. T__T Served at Attributes! Hahah, first day, excited! :D Actually retail is a cool job, though I was kinda scared to approach customers at first! LOL. Anyways, the staff are friendly and awesome (; I learnt the art of pricetagging! LOL, it is fun :D

I`ll update with pictures some other time maybe? Hahahhh sorry.
School`s starting soon, ;cry and I haven`t bought my books, ughughs.

But we lay down now, making sure we put these words between us.

It`s hard to remember, where I was at a year before.

Slacking, boring day at home. (-: Gonna chiong flyff later. And heart tagging maybe at night o__o Stupid Dom never give me his password ;eeks. LOL. But I promise I`ll do my part for the ring somehow. (:

Yesterday, gym-ed after cube, 49 minutes of workout in total, ;woot. And my muscles aren`t even aching today. ( Maybe no muscles at all. LOL) Planning to go again next week, burn the fats;D Then ate them back, -.- went Mac`s at hougang. Had fries and coke. ;P

The 9pm show is awesum! After penguin daddy, it`s something like the Little Nyonya. :D A more sixties/seventies(?) version? Hahahh, everyone loves Dai YangTian :D!

Note: HEY UIC peeps! The camp is in 2weeks time! Urgent meetup needed (: Cheryl and I will make a plan to get together soon!

When all you`ve got`s to keep it strong, move along.
dying of boredom at cube! LOL whose idea`s was it to play 3-4 hours nonstop Audi + Flyff? That person ( Okay, me ) should be shot. SERIOUSLY. LOL Flyff`s got a patch until 5, ;cry, audi is so boring cause my ;hoho is around after clubbing with me and chionging fp all morning.

I`M LVL32 RIAO BUT I CAN`T CHIONG ANYMOARS T__T Still a long way to 30 gigglandes ( That sounds pretty crazy i know) and noob has prolly caught up with me :D I dont want to play audi myself so I guess that`s how I ended up here. LMAO.

Going gym later. :D hahah I WANT PEPPERLUNCH DINNER ): But if cannot then nvms ba. :D
Audition gets boring after awhile seriously. I wish I could train with my noob. And thrash him. LOL.
im bored again. Okay kaboom back to audi. :D *POOFS*

Why do we never know what we`ve got till it`s gone?

Jess the lazy pig did room cleaning today can! See I so guai. (":
Firstly updating the outdated pictures!
I have absolutely no idea ( or forgot) when this was but I`ll post the pictures to share anyway.

Yesterday`s shopping with noob =.= Who`s so stupid to buy all these campbell soups?
*heehee* evil laugh. LOL Dinner was really awesome, yeah, we cooked campbell soup, but Jess made it cui LOL, and cheese sausages in bread. =P Yummm~

Pictures of my messy room. LOL, sorry, didn`t get the before and after pictures.
The cleaning took hours and I`m superrrr tired now. D: Somemore one quarter of the trash remains un-thrown away. LOL
Those on top of the cupboard and under the table. ;B

Why my hand look so fat.__. Fyi I`m very thin kay. LOL Okay bhb-ing. :D

Okay, hopping to Audi now. Finger therapy? :D Played flyff in the morning, died 3 times T__T I didn`t go to the Mars Mine, just killed by Red bang troupe, Gangard and Gigglebox. LOL. Suay.

We stood like statues at the gate. Vacation`s come and gone too late.
I had to give it away. I had to give you away.

Saturday
Jasmine`s house, bible study with Theo and went Bedok interchange for dinner and hougang lan with the guys. I didn`t know there were lanshops so near to my house, lol cheap as well (-: Think I will choose to go there instead of J-cube more often :D

Sunday
Service. Awesome, hahah. (; Trained to Jurong from Expo, which took more than an hour @__@ to watch water baptism :D Which was really cool, even though Marcus said it`s cuter for babies LOL. Congratulations Mingyee ( Christine) and Jinning ( Josephine) on getting water baptised.
It was quite an occasion, never been to JW CHC before, omg it`s so nice! So pretty architecture(:
Today
Morning; played audi with bro :D He kept thrashing me, talked awhile, then Dom came, tagged hearts again. LOL, cuphea ring ftw? Then with Rainbow, shagua, bendan we fam battled. Hahah, new fam here I come!
Will be leaving the house soon, visiting some noob ;3 Also going to play flyff at night. Think I should get started on my homework soon D:

The day we met was like a hit-and-run.

;Hoho! I wasn`t going to post today but I told myself I must. LOL.
Okay I must chiong to audi now or some ;hoho is going to die of ;hohoness. X)

4 a.m. in the morning. Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
Good morning! Long awaited love party is here! Dom; got lp le. LOL ;hoho. Pictures~
Before: Daisy ring. Looks like egg yolk. LOL
Better than the first lavender ring la, looks like sunny sideup. ;hoho

Also thankyous to Andrew and couple for attending the occasion with us. :D

We only got 2 guests. LOL, i know alot of people are probably going to screw me for not inviting them. D; Bo bian, you guys not online ma! ;cry.

The passing mark! Woot. Syncs are the hardest, the rest is a piece of cake kay. :B

Our happy face. HAHAH.

Check this pose out. He steal my limelight wor. LOL. Nubz. ;hoho.

I`m always lol-ing when I see the ending pose. LOL.

Success! And new ring upgrades. :B
Now finally saffron ring ^ o ^ At last, after more than two months! Quite an achievement really, cause we quite slack. LOL. Ya lulz especially me. D;


Here it is. (: All thanks to Dom, actually. I didn`t really help much. D; You`re really a loyal friend! Despite my MIA and quiting audition, you never gave up on me and our ring :D When I couldn`t tag with you, you actually solo-ed with two comps! And skipped lunch. You made this possible, and I`ll never forget that.

I`ve dreamt of having this ring for the longest time, and you made it happen. ( I`ve also dreamt of Cuphea, Aster, Freesia, but not that it matters LOL) So thank you for that. And putting up with me, I know it`s been difficult, I`m not the most perfect partner in the world, and I`m trying hard to change that. Having to deal with my ;hoho-ness and all the countless times I`ve pangseh-ed you and didn`t show up when I promised we`d tag together, while I was out having fun with my friends. You never blamed me for it. And yeah not to mention oweing you a mega and 10plus dollars of @cash! So touched *cries tears of joy ;cry* LOL.

Today, I want you to know that i`m thankful for all of these. You`re a wonderful person, and like Bitter said, you`ll make some lucky girl really happy in future.

Picture-perfect memories. Scattered all around the floor.
I can`t fight it anymore.

Good morning peeps! :D Hahah 8.20a.m. on a holiday I`m up pretty early! -.- Actually it`s just bloody school LOL. I`m going to spend decemeber constructively k! ^^ After chionging saffon ring, buying schoolbooks, reading lit text in advance @_@ and actually doing my homework. Bleahs! Figured that I`m in a different class next year, there won`t be Joey to bail me out if I don`t get my homework done in time. LOL.

Yesterday`s : Went to Vivocity, watched Astroboy!



It`s really good, hahah. (; Especially for those who like futuristic cartoons.
And they`re really cute! My favourite character is Cora. She looks so sweet. :D
I like the robots, so funny:D
Went to eat Carl`s Junior, nice fries, dabao-ed into movie theatre. LOL. The large drink as well, hidden in my bag. D: The ice kept going "jiggle, jiggle" LOL. I was damn scared the entrance person caught me.

Then tonned at Skypark. :D Splashed water all over some noob. The christmas tree is up! And it looks awesome (; Went to Candy empire as well, had chocolates and jellybeans. *Yum*

Oh yeah J-cubed, maybe today I will go again? :\ But poor ); Half the computers spoil siol, bloody had to wait, suay-ness. LOL. Anyways I found out they have flyff. Awesome lan. But not all the computers I think.X; There were some people who came over to look at my screen and they went " omg, audi so many jess" Seriously, -.-? I know -ahJESS and -JESS are the dominating ones of our lot, but that doesn`t mean nobody else can share that name. :D

Went toilet, even weirder encounter. LOL, I heard this person going " I wish I looked more buang." Oh wow. Of course I was curious la X; So went to take a look at them, saw two superchiobus. lol, they`re the doll-like kinds, like my idols. (heh) Why would anyone want to look more buang (?) when they look like perfect dolls. lol.

Heart tagging, sooooo funny. D; Had to wait very long for rooms, found out audi patching at 5p.m, so could only tag 30 minutes, ;cry. LOL.We found this nice room, 2v2, but who knew the dj kicked us out cause Dom and I were being TOO NOISY. LOL And talking about, some *wrong* things. LOL LOUDLY. We were practically shouting. In the end had to find another room, 3v3 and the tagging went smoothly cause we shut up. LOL but didn`t catch any 31s.
5p.m. I left, gave him my password and he solo-ed. So we`re now at 900+ hearts woohoo omg!
:D In 150 more heartszxc saffron ring is coming! -Cheers-

Pictures taken at cube. :D








Nothing interesting anyway.
Okay bye I`m off to school. (;

The way I loved you. - Taylor Swift


Screaming and fighting; and kissing in the rain,
It's two a.m. and I'm cursing your name.
You're so in love, that you act insane;
And that's the way I loved you.
Breaking down and coming undone;
It's a roller-coaster kind of rush.
And I never knew I could feel that much;
And that's the way I loved you.

When we said; forever and always.

here to update my dying blog! ): hahah not exactly dying, but skipping one day of posts is fatal for me. LOL, nah kidding. New songs new songs! :D Jack`s mannequin pwnzxc! I`ve always like that band since primary six? Oh yeah their cd cost $40 -.- and they`re really good (;

Changed my blog layout to make a lil space for my obsession and new occupation:D Hope it doesn`t confuse you all too much, yeah those who don`t know the buff pang think I`m going nuts in the head. HAHAH!
Okay yeah I know I`m nuts and you catch no balls. LOL.

My sweetie is huge and tall! D; He is four times my size! LOL.
Omg la I love it so much cans! It`s level 40 and he makes the cutest sound ever! ^0^
Previously I thought it was actually violet in colour, but actually no it`s blue and pink! Therefore the violet magician troupe(?) Lol.
I was going to try and kill it, but 不舍得 ok!:P Heeheee, anyway it`s probably a giant and I`ll die. -.-

People laugh and ask me what I see in this absolutely hideous, evil monster that could probably strike me dead in one shot. I`d just laugh, and say, " everything you don`t."
To me, like my sweetie, this monster is the best ever.

Seriously why care how others judge something you have the passion for? Just embrace it.

Pictures of the buff pang as well~

heehee I`m approaching level30 soon (; Waiting for some noob. LOL.
Okay now I will code-switch back to Audition. Seriously I`m like some double-obsessed gamer now. LOL.
I want these sets in real life ;3. Hot right?!





Korean fashion is pretty awesome after all (;
More updates later, when I get my camera cable. :D

Because I know you`re worth it.

Don`t really have much to update, neither do I feel like posting. BUT YEAHH MAN, TODAY`S WORD WAS AWESOME JUST WHAT I NEED IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. And we had nice kfc and went lan-gaming. (; Hooray! Level9 ring, reaching saffron ring upgrade soon!

Happy birthday Karis, with much loves! Thanks for being a wonderful buddy.
Enjoy your special day, and keep shining (;

Love; it`s the closest thing to magic.

Hey I`m back home and nobody missed me ): I think nobody even noticed that I was gone out of the internet for a day D; Probably except those close friends whom I told:D

Here`s what I did:

• Went to eat at Taiwan Cafe ( Pictures up laterzxc, toast box and chicken chop:D Kinda big though, couldn`t finish and had to takeaway HAHAHH)
• Played flyff:D Level 27 now WAO If I`m an auditionist I would have been backup by now(; ( My newest obsession is the the BUFF PANG and VIOLET MAGICIAN TROUPE ohgoshzxc they are the cutesttttt things ever:D) I`m now a buff pang btw! :D
• Watched paranormal activity at midnight:D some noob fell asleep. LOLLLLLL. It wasn`t all that scary btw cause I`ve watched better horror movies and there`s not very happening. Some say it`s really good, but well if you like realistic horror movies and not skeletons walking around or like bloody people floating by, all the cliche typical all-time stuff. But yeah the ending was sad ); What really sucked was the camera angle and the quality was so pathetic because of the video camera imitation and it got me really really dizzy. And it was dim most of time so we couldn`t see much( and hear much).
  
  

• Cellgroup at Jasmine`s house, pretty awesome as well (; I liked the game, hahah nice idea Sabby and Kefei :D and the fried rice was good, but most importantly the word:D It is so true that at many times people tend to condemn themselves and blame themselves for the troubles in life on their sins, and fear that they`re are not worthy of God's love. Which is sad that because of this fear, they become withdrawn and unable to take the first step towards a stronger relationship with God. Life is not a bed of roses, of course (; without all these ups and downs it would have been real mundane, but I mean, what`s past is past right? If we were so hardhearted and ungrateful in the past, why waste this chance to once again embrace a strong sonship with Him? There is no better remedy to the nightmares of the past but repentence and acceptance (; So friends, you can always be a new creation!:D
• That`s pretty much all, with 2 cui incidents ); Bad cramps, finally better with pink panadol:D But I stained real bad -,- and nobody told me X; Thank god for red shorts so it isn`t really obvious. HAHAH. And breaking my specs D; and having to wear nerd specs or practically go blind. But on second thoughts, they don`t look that bad after all(; No that different actually.

Kay I`ll stop here.

It`s never gonna be that simple.

Was looking at old things in the past...
No idea why in the world did I decide to draw dogs. O__O



And Mickeymouse... lol.




Was blogsurfing on my fellow classmates, and now I`ve just began to ponder on one thing.
I am different. I always have been. It is undeniable. Being set apart from everyone else, what if I`ve made the wrong choice? I`ve gone too far on this path to be having second thoughts. In fact, I`m the only one of most of my friends who`s not taking triple sciences. As the next year draws nearer, I`ll be in a totally different class with many faces I knew. In this foreign school with many people whom never knew me up close.
I`ve never shared with my schoolmates my innermost thoughts and feelings. Pretty much. If many actually stumbled upon my blog, they`d be "Oh god she doesn`t look like this kind of person". Oh well. It might be a good chance to start anew. It might.

Or it might be disastrously wrong.

I lie awake, because i`m scared.

Updating my kns computer now.. -.- Too laggish. I don`t think there`s ever a computer as outdated as mine. A computer that`s using service pack 1 that MSN can`t even run with it, with 256mb ram and Nvidia Geforce2 graphics like neopets, lmao. And internet explorer 6. Ohmytian.
My flyff is too lag to play ); I`ve done a major clearing, a defragment and I`m not upgrading to service pack 2. Hopefully this will help ~.~ if not I can only play on other people's computers since lanshops don`t offer them! ):
I`m baking some raisin cookies later:D Haven`t baked in the longest time.

And yeah, I know my blog is still pretty dead. \; Not been in the best of health lately, so no going out! hahah, I like a peaceful week.
But the sucka thing is, I am so bloody financially restricted cause no work); I have like, 5 bucks left in my wallet? UGHHHH Someone save me, I`m desperate D:
Offer me a job, I`ll do anything, even cleaning your toilet. :D

Nvm, I`m just writing shit. I`ll come back when I`ve thought of more to write.

Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home.

Today is Emily`s birthday as well! (; What a coincidence, so all hail Emily. :D
Just got home, I travelled a long way today, Tired~ Went down to Downtown East to shop, and back to Hougang for dinner and then travelled to the west. Bused to Woodlands, trained to Yishun and bused home. Reached nearly 9p.m. and had dinner, and omg now I`ve just called KFC, what a pig -.- zzz One two-piece value meal coming up! :D

One thing I hate about KFC`s delivery is the drinks. They give you a can of coke, not cold and no ice, -.- you got to refridge it until like, tomorrow to drink? Especially at this late time, a can of coke`s not keeping me awake (;

Yeah my blog has been real boring and un-picturely lately, for a couple of reasons: I`ve been busy @__@ But the goodnews is I`ll have more time this week~ like tomorrow till friday to work on my profile:D And attempt to post interesting content. So readers, come back! D:

hahahah I`m a level16 assist in flyff already!:D Someone is left lagging behind, -sticks out tongue- heehee! Oh bloody so many meals everyday); And fattening food, I can feel the fats settling in. So much for my plan to keep in shape.

Hokays, till tomorrow. don`t let the bedbugs bite (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOMINICCHONG A.K.A NUBZ.

This will be short, I promise. And full of insults too HAHAHAHHH.
Happy birthday! Old liao oh~.~ Hope your birthday`s an enjoyable one with lots of ..., well, you know. (; *winks* May all your tikopek wishes come true!:D
Though we haven`t known each other for all that long, yeah remember how we first met LOL, but you`ve been one GREAT friend to me! So friend, Here`s wishing you all the best for next year and jiayous for Audition and Rakion:D
Friends always dude!

In the darkness, God`s light shines.

hello I`m back! -waves- okay doesn`t feel like it`s been very long either LOL. hmms so just a quick update on my weekend (;

Saturday

• Jasmine`s house ( We had tons of junk food to snack, it was great:D)
• My first bible studies lesson with ♥ Theo, Mingyee and Jinning! ( Super interesting, I CAN`T WAIT FOR MOREEEE)
• Ate Pepperlunch(dinner?) Omgzxc I`m so addicted to it cans. Soooo nice ;3
• Chilling at J-cube ( Tagged hearts:D a few more days to saffron?)
• Played flyff:D ( Level12 le woot)
• Watched One Missed Call at 12.30 a.m ( Scary horror movie, cannot sleep uh! LOL with potato chips and paos. LOL )

Sunday

• Wokeup superrearly for service D; I was there even before Jasmine and Joshua HAHAHX; And tired! ==" I nearly fell asleep in the queue cause the hall wasn`t open yet -.-
• Service! Got extra hyper and forgot tiredness LOL. Learnt about what qualities we should possess before our dreams will come through and not to think lowly of other people's dreams (;
• After that, went to Ehub, ate lunch at Fish And Co. ( Supergood, :P and cheap as well)
• Watched 2012! Scary action movie, but really awesome graphics of the destruction. Must see (; But other than the world collasping, not much of a plot? But still good:D
• Home-d!

No work for the whole of next week! T__T My employer having exams~ oh well wishing her all the best ^__^ A time of rest and rejuvenation :D As well as SHOPPING. :D Kay that`s it!